Saturday, August 25, 2012

The Good Rebel


School's out.

FYP is over.

ELAW exam is over.

Everything is over.

There's a sense of relief, and yet also immense disappointment.

We set out with such high expectations of ourselves, we thought we could create something amazing.

Sadly that was not the case in the end.

We worked with professionals yes, it was a good experience, but in the end our inexperience cost us. We tried accomplishing something that no previous batch was able to do and we failed to live up to expectations.

During reviews on set, we thought we could always fix slipshod footage during post production, and it bit us in the ass.

We committed the most amateur mistake ever. Not everything can be covered up and fixed with a computer. It was like the first thing we were thought about filming back in 1st year.

In the end we were not satisfied at all. We could have done much better, our hurry to finish filming all those months ago cost us. We weren't limited by abilities, we were held back by sub par footage.

And it's the worst feeling in the world, knowing that it was or own ambition and enthusiasm that cost us.

We wouldn't fail. Definitely not, but it could have been so much more.

And then there was ELAW exam, god that was one hell of a fiasco. Pretty much everybody walked out the exam room saying 'ok we're screwed on this one'.

So I guess everyone is screwed on ELAW lol.

But its all over so now its holidays.

I've got like 2 months until Internship starts on the 22nd of October.

If I can get through that, then I can graduate.

And then move on to NS where I will probably drop dead during training.


Noel Gallagher's High Flying Birds- The Good Rebel

If heaven helps you help yourself I hope you never change
Rebel let them help themselves and wash the truth away
And every man will follow them so what else can you say?

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Little By Little

Consider this song, the last dedication.

To mark the end of what we were.

An ode to the warmth we lost.

When you left me behind.


Oasis - Little By Little

As little by little, we gave you everything you ever dreamed of
Little by little, the wheels of your life have slowly fallen off
Little by little, you have to give it all in all your life
And all the time I just ask myself why you're really here ?

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Everybody's on the run

It feels weird to not be liking anyone.

I guess I got used to it.

The feeling of liking someone that is.

Pulse racing, heart jumping.

As well as the crushing depression of unrequited love.

A person could really get addicted to a certain kind of sadness.

But all is well.