Saturday, March 31, 2012

Half the world away



I would like to leave this city
This old town don't smell too pretty and
I can feel the warning signs running around my mind
And when I leave this island I'll book myself into a soul asylum
'Cause I can feel the warning signs running around my mind

So here I go, I'm still scratching around in the same old hole
My body feels young but my mind is very old
So what do you say?
You can't give me the dreams that are mine anyway
Half the world away, half the world away
Half the world away
I've been lost I've been found but I don't feel down

And when I leave this planet
You know I'd stay but I just can't stand it and
I can feel the warning signs running around my mind
And if I could leave this spirit
I'll find me a hole and I will live in it and
I can feel the warning signs running around my mind

Here I go, I'm still scratching around in the same old hole
My body feels young but my mind is very old
So what do you say ?
You can't give me the dreams that are mine anyway
Half the world away, half the world away
Half the world away
I've been lost I've been found but I don't feel down

No I don't feel down
No I don't feel down
I don't feel down
I don't feel down
Don't feel down
I don't feel down

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I guess no matter what, I'm just nothing compared to them huh.

Just can't do anything.

Maybe our happiness is mutually exclusive.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

If I had a super power

I would want the ability to shrink.

So I could fit in your pocket.

And be with you wherever you go.

Friday, March 23, 2012

Dream

Tonight I'm just chilling with a hot cup of tea and a piece of bread I got from Bread Talk hours and hours ago in the afternoon.

And tonight I'm missing you terribly.

The desire to hold you close to me is almost unbearable.

Then again I'm quite surprised at what I can bear sometimes.

Unbelievably gentle.

Unbelievably beautiful.

And playful and warm.

I want so much to see you.

Maybe just maybe in my dreams tonight, I'll get to.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Interlude

I got my results.

It was pretty much what I expected except for for that one 'D' grade. I thought I at least could avoid any Ds. other than that, 2 B+ 1 B and 2 C.

For a semester GPA of 2.38 and cumulative GPA of 2.05.

No fails which is great.

...

And there was crazy shit storm FYP grouping drama.

Basically the guy quit the combined fyp with cass and sb so he came to join our group. And after that some other group wants him as well so they try to convince him to jump ship and then there was like a tug o war and whatnot and I dont even know what happens and shit but whatever It's settled and that's that. hopefully.

The atmosphere in the class when the new AY starts is going to be damn horrible.

...

On the bright side.

I have DoTA 2. Fuck yeah.

Freakin awesome sauce.



And CNBLUE has a new mini-album on the way \o/

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CNBLUE - Still in love

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Slide away



Want you, need you so much right now.

What I would give to be close to you.

To feel the warmth of your body.

To taste your lips.

To hear your voice.

I'm always thinking of you.

I wonder where you are now.

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Oasis - Slide away



Now that you're mine
We'll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one that shines with you
In the morning when you don't know what to do
Two of a kind
We'll find a way
To do what we've done
Let me be the one that shines with you
And we can slide away.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Falling and falling and falling and falling







If I was a Star Wars character, this would be the time that I fall to the dark side.

This is the part where I don't give a single damn about what is right or wrong.

My feelings for you are not wrong.

Those little moments of warmth and comfort are worth going to hell for.

I miss you.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Body Heat

And the smell of honey.

They're already gone.

The spot on my bed you were lying on has already gone cold.

Those lips I've yearned for every waking moment, every dreaming moment.

The warmth and comfort of your body heat has already left.

And tonight I'm alone again.

It's hard to not be depressed.

There's still so much I wanted to say.

I don't know if I can ever feel the same way about someone else.

I'll never ever find someone like you again.

Salar De Uyuni



I saw this on tumblr. It's really amazing.

Apparently it's also called the border between heaven and earth.





Beautiful isn't it ?

The 1st thing I thought when I saw these pictures.

'I want to go to this place one day with you. With your small hand in mine. Gazing upon this marvel'

I can still feel your warmth lingering on me.

And I don't want it to go away.

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TRAX - Goodbye to romance



When I close my eyes, I faintly remember
The unforgettable memories of you and I
The past days of when we were together in the name of love, is now disappearing

I try to sleep with sighs again tonight but in my ears, a lonely voice lingers
I thought it wouldn’t be a big deal but I still only think of you

Can’t you leave me a bit slower?
Then you will be erased with no remains
But still, can you look back once in a while?
Even if it’s in a passing by dream

Even when I said goodbye, it was all a lie
There was already nothing remaining to me
The only thing that changed is love
I still miss you and still only think of you

Can’t you leave me a bit slower?
Then you will be erased with no remains
But still, can you look back once in a while?
Even if it’s in a passing by dream

What should I do? Even though I look and look at your picture, you have left
When time passes, everything will be forgotten like it was nothing
I will bury it in my heart

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Crazy

Call me crazy but

You are the only person I would ever consider being a backup plan for or a 2nd choice, 3rd choice, 4th choice.

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This is freakin epic I swear.